we'll keep the unhappiness aside.. i miss syah and fad:) it's amazing that we're really close even after school. syah and i have been sharing problems with each other, and it's really hard ta just sit and watch wad gf have ta go through and here i am spending money like nobody's business when she needs it. omg. *slapsface* be strong babe, you can pull through all this shit. i've promised i wont ditch you, im always here fer you. ALWAYS! but one thing that really made me believe that wad we had was pure friendship was when gf said this ta me, "thanks babe for always being there fer me no matter wad, you're the best and i love you alot BFF" hahaha. sweet right! and fad? she gave up on me. she loves me so much that she's willing ta give me her "blood" when im thirsty. hahaha. anyways babe, congrats on the job. work hard, save money and we'll go clubbing cause i promised syah before the both of you get married!!! -.-i love you both ta pieces. 

and not fergetting ma lovely lovely sisters:) *correction* not lovely but brain cracking sisters. omg, im so gladly you people are out of that love breaking problems. hahah. you got problems, im the one who's stressed up! see the conversation we had.

ayun: kecik, i love you and i miss you. i wanna hug you. please.

me: i love you but i dont miss you. err, in case you fergot. im just BESIDE YOU!

ayun: haha. i know, sitting beside you is making me crazy. i wanna tell you something.

me: weeee! wad?

ayun: you cannot be angry okay. why not you guess :(

me: i wont, i smile fer you *turnandsmiled* can i not guess, ma brains are dead.

ayun: okay, yoga message me.

me: wad? that's it okay. the name disgusts me.

ayun: syg, me and him are strictly friends. i set ma thinking right. you have confidence in me right?

me: yaps, i do have confidence in you but not him, let me tell you. after all he put you through. no matter how hard he tries ta make up ta you. he can never take that hurt he caused away from you. it's disgust-tion!!!

ayun: i know syg. believe me. you're reaction so angry, i think jaff will also be angry seyy.

me: of cause laa angry. plus jaff will be angry with me as well fer not taking care of he's sister like i promised him! *ps, jaff as in ma JAFF PATTINSON kn? haha.

ayun: hahahahaha. yes yes, ure edward! i love you laa kecik, i owe you ma life. i can never find another one like you.. muackss.

me: i know *blushing* eeee, kakak aku lesbian. hahaha.

and than, with zara

me: oit, why so skinny?

zara: stress ah adek with ma girls. *blablabla*

me: but still you have ta eat right?

zara: diam ah budak kecik.

*silent* 

zara: eh, you cute ah. sometimes i wish ma girls were like you.

me: huh? you ask me ta diam wad.

zara: no laa syg, you know i told ma girls i love you and that you know how ta care fer people's feeling and never wanna hurt me. i even told them that you're very mature and you're only coming 18, 18!!

me: omg, you stupid woman! why?

zara: ape yg why? it's true wad!

me: but why!!! no wonder ya girls dont like me. stupid.

zara: nevermind. they don't even deserve ma love or attention. so why you bother so much.

me: yelah, like i deserve it.

*zara slap ma forehead really hard and starting laughing and saying i love you* GLER!!

and ma dear emelda, havent really got the chance ta talk. but sis, you're strong. you're smart. you know wad ta do. you got vampy. even thou he's dumb. haha. but at least i know, you're happy when he's around:) muackss!

enough about ma witches. haha. so, work have been so so. emails, faxes. nothing new. the thing right now is that, i so need a vacation badly, the only place i wanna go is.. maldavies! but that would be with someone i love, on ma honeymoon. hahaha. over sia. trust me, kak ayun was entertaining me in ma stupid thoughts. see the pictures and you'll understand :) goodbyes.