was running through ma drawers when i saw syah's report book. *grins* seeing her innocent picture, the girl i knew since primary school. i smiled ta maself ta stop those tears from rolling down. it hurts ta think of the pain she has ta go through and here i am not being able ta do anything. the promise we gfs made taa each other that we'll be here fer one another no matter wad happens, and syah would start singing this verse fer me.

keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through.

just stay strong, cause you know im here fer you.

there's nothing you can say, or nothing you can do

there's no other way when it comes ta the truth.

so imei stop it. remember we're all in this shiit together.

argh, i feel so shiitty insidd. i force bestie ta follow me ta visit syah. but she's just so malas at times giving me stupidstupid excuses that i really feel like slapping her face:) and kecik;s asking me ta accompany her on wed but, i dun like her gf. oh god. anyways babe, get well soon. i miss you oh so very much. will visit you soon & i'll buy a pram fer you okays. hee. but really. till the day you recover, ma mind will never be at peace. 

and so, came home straight from work today. just felt like lazying around and watch jumper / chuckiee. and guess wad, i freaking managed ta dig some stupid silly pics we had, haha. that's when everyone was still so called "innocent looking" !

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