okays. so lets just start by saying...

THANK YOU sis fer the name and fer not making me work ma dead brains.. and ya, i have ta admit im silly at times -.- but but i LOVE you EMELDA (:

i miss school, i miss ma girls. i miss being thrown out of class. i miss doing detention. i miss being late fer school. i miss all the silly fun we had. i miss fighting with the girls over stupid reasons. i wish i could turn back time and just let everything stop !  gosh. if only i could, i would.

today was cool, stupid work with crazy colleagues. i suddenly have fears for EMAILS now. haha.. headed to far east after work with kakak ayun fer dinner together with that silly sister of mine. we had fun, im sure we did. haha. recalling the conversation me and kak ayun had ytd.. she went. "kecik, you're coming 18 soon. so wad have you learn about life so far?" and i didnt have a clue or wadsoever. but now i do. i finally understood that a friend walks in when everyone else walks out and that with true friends, even water drunk together is sweet enough. 

i just sometimes wish that life would be fair, fair enough fer us ta be with the ones we love.. babes are asking me how are things between him & me, and i would just laugh it away and change the topic.. well, some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting everything go. lets just keep it simple. a boy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe.. forever. i just miss him. *screams* but like wad sis always say, shit happens..

oh well, i wanna go to the cinema!! i have like a few movies i wanna watch badly. it's been ages since i last caught one.. *grins* and yes, kims' finally pregnant. Wuhooo :D

goodbyes.